puffin' to lose the muffin

hi, my name is heather and i am 18 years old and i am sick of being "the fat girl"

i want to lose weight. that is the number one thing i want. i think it’s hypocritical when people say “i want to lose weight” and then find themselves eating a chocolate bar two minutes later. in the past i would always say the sentence“i want to lose weight” but i didn’t actually want to. sure, i wanted my fat to magically disappear, but i didn’t want to actually go on a diet and exercise. saying you want to lose weight, means just that. diet and exercising. you don’t truly want something until you are willing to go through the motions to get it. that’s how i see it.

losing weight isn’t hard! society has made losing weight out to be the struggle of the century, but i am here to tell you it is do-able. maybe not easy, but god, it isn’t hard! it's simple... what means more to you? your weight or food?

PROGRESS

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started january 23rd 2012

SW: 107.05kg (236lb)
CW: 90.80kg (201lb)
GW: 67kg (147lb)

total weightloss:
16.25kg (35lb)

the truth

“i’m not going to be one of those people who sits around talking about what they’re going to do or become. i’m just going to do it. imagining the future is kind of nostalgia. you spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how amazing it will be, and imagining the future keeps you going, but you never do it. you just use the future to escape the present.” - john green